Never in my life feeling so helpless. I’m worry, I’m afraid, I’m scare. Never in my life I felt this timid before, never!
I don’t know who I can really talk to.
I don’t know who really will be there for me.
I don’t know how to express my true feeling out.
I’m just…. Acting strong & pretend that nothing happened.
Sleeping late, just to see if my mom was alright.
Keep walking in and out just to see no incident or anything going to happen during this period.
But today, just happened to see my mom woke up from her sleep & secretly crying.
I just can’t control my tears from flowing down.
Maybe is in the genes, both of us are so afraid, yet no one dare to be the first to voice out. We are sucks at expressing ourselves.
Constantly reminding myself, tough times will pass.
I needa hang on.
May god bless my family.
First a bad incident, flashback rewind.
Followed by, mini surprise.
Ended with not really a pleasant day afterall.
Maybe is just this date, 22 April.
I really wished it never happen before.
Always have a lot of thought running in my mind.
There’s one day, this topic came in.
Give in & return.
It’s necessary when a person willingly to give in, there must be a return?
Maybe it’s human nature, when there’s a give in, there must be a return, in this situation it will be fair for all.
Will there be people, giving in and don’t ask for return?
Sometimes, giving in and don’t ask for return maybe a good thing. Is like… doing good deeds? One point in life, having flashback in these memories, you will felt happy about it.
Giving in & return back = understanding?
Can anyone defined understanding?
It takes two hands to clap, so does understanding.
Sometimes to be understanding, one person just have to stand in one person’s point of view to think & not just think for him/her self.
It’s never easy to be a very very understanding person, because human are selfish.
And.. Lastly, I LOVE MY MOM! :D